Phase Two

Lauren has officially been gone now for twelve days. When I discovered it was a mere twelve days I was quite shocked. It seems like she's been gone over a month.

Nonetheless, Phase Two has begun. I've started to come to grips with the fact that not only is Lauren gone but she will not be home anytime soon. I will be seeing her Thanksgiving day In Toronto (just twenty some odd days away!), but as far as her living here with me goes, we are a long way off. We are seeing and speaking to each other less and less. Not because she is repulsed by my Skype double chin but because Lauren is making friends and busy with rehearsal and I am starting my own rehearsals, nannying and rehearsing with the band. It is just the way it is.

I think what was key was accepting that this will suck. And suck it has! However, Lauren and I are in a great place considering our circumstances and as I said before I don't fear that things will get worse.

Although, maybe this blog needs a little drama. I am going to Vegas next week but you know what they say about Vegas... "What happens in Vegas stays between me, Barry Manilow, and those man-eating white tigers". At least, that's what I say about Vegas.

Thanks,
Ryan